أحب نفسك اولا.

They asked me for drugs,so I told them about your smile.

  • I can’t breathe 😍
  • "I’m at a Sushi restaurant and my crush is just at the table in front of me like oh my god he’s soooo perfect"
  • My key to happiness.
  • "None of us really noticed it,when it was over.It wasn’t a break up,it was over before we realized it,I guess.One day,we were madly in love and the next one we just gave up on each other.It’s not like,I don’t love him anymore,I do.I will always love him,I just…I just miss him.Crazy how that much love just went away in that much little time.In a blink of an eye,everything was over.Did I ever mattered ? Did I really loved him ? Should have I fought more ? I wasn’t enough.And I’m sorry to be such a disappointement for everyone,I’m sorry that I’m not the best friend that everybody wants,the lover that would have made him stay.I’m sorry for not being the daughter you wanted,mum.I’m sorry for not being that great person I was supposed to be.I’m sorry.But I’m just me,I’m just trying to be better.And I miss him,I miss him because with him,I felt enough.I felt good,I felt loved.With him,I felt like I was invincible.We were so much alike.He may didn’t thought I was enough,but he made feel like it.And that’s what you should do,you should love the person that makes you feel enough even if everybody understimate you.And despite all the bad things he’s done ; I loved him.I loved him even more for it actually,because he wasn’t perfect but I believed in him.He believed in himself,no matter how bad he’s get.And I finally got it;you need to believe in you,that’s the key of happiness."
  • James Baldwin,The Fire Next Time.
  • "I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain."
  • Clive Barker
  • "Nothing else wounds so deeply and irreparably. Nothing else robs us of hope so much as being unloved by one we love."
  • I hate him (2 a.m)
  • "

    I hate him.
    I hate him.
    I hate him.
    I hate him.
    I hate him.

    Is that even possible ? To be that sad ? To hate yourself this much ? To be that broken ?

    I’m fucked up.And no one can fix me."